It is up to you how you want to colour your life.
Black or White Or Colourful.
Whether you want your life to be pleasant for you and for those around you or you want to make it painful for all.
Why would you not want to make it pleasant?
Does not matter the circumstances for you have the power to make it as pleasant as you want or as miserable as you want.
Really, it is your choice.
It is your life.